~_~"

今天小赞难得约我去看戏

Yahooooo....


上网去预购戏票。。哇噻！全部爆满！
~闲掉 zzZZ

今年的生日

今年的生日，一个字“爽”，两个字“开心”，三个字“太感动”了
那一刻是从一月九号开始
同事们约好了和我吃饭，开始只有冷清清的三位，小郭、琼和KC,
慢慢地，加了温和女友。。哟。。梁兄也给面子，还少不了Eddy。。最后还有一位旧同事
好开心哦！！有你们和我吃饭，我太开心了！



接着就是一月十日，我的生日。
我和一班ex-housemate早就约好了，到云顶去聚一聚
每一次聚会，不是少了她就是少了她
而这一次很成功，她从英国回来，她也从新加坡赶到，而她因为工作，放工了立刻赶车到达云顶
为了这次聚会，为了我的生日。。。齐全了！
大家神神秘秘地为了我准备了一粒蛋糕，真的让我好感动！！在那一刻，我贪心地许下了四个愿望。。。嘻嘻嘻。
除此只外。。珊还从英国买了一件英克兰球衣给我。。我好喜欢哦！

过了一夜，一月十一日，回到家了。。

快乐的心情就绪。。小郭请我去看Australia这部戏。。哈哈哈。。

我好开心。。我很感激你们！！包括寄祝福短讯的你们。。

你们对我

太好了！！

Christmas Eve

温暖的圣诞节前夕，哈哈我，Ed 和Han Yan 到Jogoya 好好地，贵贵地吃了一餐

本来还有小郭，但好可惜最后他决定回家，所以我很努力地吃了他的份

第一次到Jogoya, 好多好多东西吃哦！日，中，西餐样样齐全 ~ Unbelievable

... Eddy and I at Pavilion
。。。

3 of us

。。。

~美女

。。。

好吃到~

美味到~哈哈

美味的鸡扒

一个星期六和小郭到外吃晚餐，真不可思议，在一个平凡的住宅区，
既然有那么美味的鸡扒

分数给它 ~ 85

这也是我买了相机之后的处女作哦。。见谅见谅！！

... cordon bleu with mushroom source

... chicken chop with nice black pepper source

洗牙记 ~

好疼啊~疼的要命！！

在洗牙前几个小时，我突然大伤风。我在想：
“如果在洗牙的半途中，我突然想打喷嚏，那该怎么办？”

报了名后，看见一位年轻的小姐穿这护士装走出来，我在想：
“哇。。好年轻的护士哦”

鼻涕还在流个不停。。。。

听到我的大名，我朝这声音走去，噢。。那护士也在。
我疼苦的一刻即将来临。怎么知。。。
“哇赛。。那护士竟然是我的牙医啊，我真的有眼不识泰山”

洗牙的过程好难受啊。
明知是疼地，却还要死命把嘴巴张得大大的。
只听见那电器的嘈杂声。。却不知她在干什么。。
“哎哟！！”。。“哎呀！”。。好疼啊。。可是却装得很勇地
牙疼，手也疼 （因为我很努力地捏着自己的手）
唯有一样是好的，我伤风好了。。鼻涕不再流了
“还有多少棵牙还没洗呐？？”

终于。。她叫我起身漱口，我知告一段落了
只差最后一个步骤 ~ 擦亮我的牙

难熬的三十五分钟，换来干净的牙。。okay 啦
离开那五分钟后。。。 我的鼻涕又开始流了 :(

p/s: 以上的经过和感觉都因人而异，不要被受影响而不敢见牙医哦！！

mY tOy

一直给自己种种的理由。。拖着拖着就过了两年
上个星期和小郭逛街，终于给自己买了一台相机
一台我自己也很欣赏的 Canon Ixus 980is
。。。。。
是时候拍照噜。。。。

心声。。诉苦。。矛盾

有话不能直说。。。
有苦不能直吐。。。

讨厌！

人家说，难过的；讨厌的 都不要收在心里
但我说，难过的；讨厌的 统统和理想对象诉苦 怕会让自己的人格大大打折

茅盾！

云顶

好久好久好久没踏上这高原

姐姐们的心血来潮，带着她们的宝，我们就来一个两天一夜

开开心心我们十一点到达了林叔叔的地盘

走到柜台向那漂亮~的小姐说明了一切

她却对我说，“不好意识，今天云顶高原所有酒店一律爆满”

++ 晴天霹雳 ++

*** 我们不就无房可归吗? ***

~~~~ 那小姐不漂亮了啦 ~~~~

一天前我打电话得知还有很多空房，

一天后给我来一个爆满，况且是星期二，怎么这么多人嘛！

之后我到Highland Hotel 碰碰运气，答案还是一样

可是呢。。这里的小姐够有义气（比前一位漂亮些），帮我查到Theme Park Hotel还有几间空房

但是不能为我保留，因为那是先到先得的

哇塞。。。我像是一支箭冲到Theme Park Hotel

感觉自己好像参与The Amazing Race Asia，正跑到pit stop去见Alan (host)

最终还好这一跑没有白费,让我得了两间房。

后来的我可忙了。。。。

忙着带那宝和宝的妈去坐摩天轮啦。。船啦。。毛毛虫啦。。。

呜呜。。。

（我家的小孩怎么对这些玩意儿提不起劲啊？？？）

（哇。。你有比我累吗？？？）

盼望

空空荡荡的 我的脑海一片空白

抬头瞭望 我盼望着什么？得到的是什么？失去的又是什么？

好远好远。。我可需要很大的力气才能走得下去

好重好重。。我需要坚定的意志才能放得下来

为什么那些坚决的事，会让人想的是我的敏感呢?

几米，你在想的和我想的一样吗？

幸福快乐

我们彼此认识了十三年，读书成绩差的时候，是你把我给拉了回来

每一年的生日，一定少不了你的衷心祝福

我们四个人之间，你总是出乎预料的。。

在过几天，你就要嫁人了， 踏上那另一个阶段，开始另一个旅程

有人为爱奔驰着，有人等待着爱情

在那街角你遇到了他

无论有多少个雨天

雨天后一定会放晴

没有一百分的另一半

只有五十分的两个人

对爱的坚持，手牵手地走到最后

我时时刻刻祝福着你 幸福快乐！

小明

三天的训练，两天的周末，小明没上班五天了
今天第一天上班，他感觉好像个新生
三天的不见人影，让小明感觉安慰又挂念
安慰是因为他能暂时不当那配角
挂念却是他惦念着同事们和工作 （哇赛。。超矛盾）

两年前选择了这路线，他就知道自己会一直当个学习者
他很清楚自己的选择，是没错的。
随着时间一天一天的过，小明从学习者转为配角了
他在大部分的方案里都留下脚印
可是最终有那一份是他的呢?
难过的是，曾在他负责的方案当中，有同事却问他道 “你会这项目吗？”
小明只好默默地点着头道 “我会。”
近期的一个方案，小明感觉上被抽出来当观众了
有一点点的松一口气，自知之明那方案一个人也能完成，这么久以来也只不过在演配角戏
可是却有多多的不舍

一部好的电影，配角也有着它那独特的角色
只怕当久了配角，它就被认为定型的
渐渐的失去那信心，慢慢的迷失了方向

小明会不会也会成为朋友心目中的配角呢？
他到底在盼望着什么呢？

東京タワー

多亏有小郭让我认识了这一部日剧~ 东京塔

很多人翻制了这一部戏，我看的一共有十一集，是由Hayami Mokomichi 主演的

不要选错哦!

...

我超爱看悲剧，而东京塔就是一部感人的悲剧，让我连续哭了十一集

我一向来看戏很投入，这部剧让我感触很深，唯有和戏中的他们一起哭，也是一种解脱吧! 哈哈哈

____ _ _

为了梦想，做了努力也同时做了牺牲

为了幸福，只有勇敢地往前走

迷路了，有离乡背井的友人陪伴着

累了，故乡的母亲永远给你最大的支持，安慰

世界没有了你，地球依然旋转着；我的世界没有了你，我还能做些什么呢

____ _ _

增肥大计。。加油！！

最近我又开始实行我的增肥大计了

起码都要增个十公斤吧 感觉上很难 但都得试一试 这次我是意志坚定的哦

每一天的早餐，面包配上我的最爱~花生酱，再来一杯香浓的美禄加上麦片，

然后就是香蕉，香蕉很营养哦。。午餐，就是吃饭！晚餐，又是吃饭！饭！饭！哈哈。。

Weight gainer protein powder 我来了。。两年前用过这产品，品质上它是蛮有名气的

我一天需要2600的卡路里，只有它能给我那其余的。。

当然，一定要以健康为主。。每一天要喝很多很多的水

每个周末我都回去游泳。。啊！我爱上游泳了。

努力努力！！！

（巧克力口味，又是我的最爱！）

平凡的星期五

又是一个星期五，以前的我对这一天特别兴奋，因为它是周末的开始
可是现在，星期五与其它日子并没两样。。因为大部分的时间
我都是放工后就回家，呆在房，面对着那四面墙

今天我又是一个人了
本来还打算约你一起吃晚餐，怎么知在还没开口前，已见你拿着那蓝蓝的水瓶和杯子到食品室
猜想你应该又要开夜班了，只好打消念头

离开了办公室，朝向巴士站的脚步却慢了下来，心里挣扎地问自己, 回还是不回
抬头一望，只见那一刻最后一辆巴士开动了，莫名其妙的，心里反而感觉到安慰
或许是因为不经意的我做了一个选择。。

不想回家的心情，带我在广场无所事事地逛了一个小时多
这里走走，那里看看，因为是星期五，所以广场里的人潮也不少，可是每一个都是陌生人

走着走着。。。累了。。。困了。。
下一趟巴士因该到了吧。。

Chapters

自从来到学院就读，我就开始自己一个人了
横冲直闯地过了四年，我毕业了
四年里，的确认识了不少朋友，谈得来的，合得来的
四年后，学校的大门打开，大家也开始往不同的路朝去，我也不例外

幸运的我，两个月后就找到了一份好工，让我持续地做了三年多
这大家庭的每一个成员都很亲切，没有纠纷，没有比较
在这期间，我看着他人的离去，新人的到来
每一次我都会以“天下无不散的筵席”这句话安慰自己
还好，还有小J 的陪伴

两年前，他加入了我们的大家庭
在他还没正式上班前，已听说了他的工作背景
得知他在各方面都很强，也很拿手，理所当然地对他的到来也有所期待
四月份，他第一天上班，见到了他，我心想 “唷。。果然有江湖人物的风范！”
他静静的。。经常保持沉默，有一点无法否认的是，他的确很厉害
慢慢地。。闲聊之下知道
。。他即使意外地吃到他不吃的食物，也宁可硬吞也不埋怨
。。他会选择辛苦而让他人轻松．方便
。。不爱让人等
。。超爱音乐和电影
。。。
一天，我和部门的老大姐有会议，耽误了午饭的时间
抬头一望，空了。。只见他还在埋头苦干，了解状况之后，得知他留下来等我的~感激！
感激的我，就在那一刻告诉自己 “他是我的朋友了”。

一起去旅行，大家都忙着东张西望，新鲜的，有趣的都不可错过
唯有他，却忙着帮朋友，背着朋友的背包，满身汗地走着

参加朋友的婚宴，在她乡过夜，他选了那冰冷的地为自己的床
而把那舒服的床给让了出来。。。

我很幸运这二十五年以来，我大部分的朋友都是心肠好的人
对于这种遇见，是该努力地留着，还是让它擦身而过呢

三天的快乐时光

刚从 Tioman 岛回来，又回到了一个很多事情需要我去面对的世界里

那三天，真的真的过得很愉快，虽然累了一点，但觉得蛮充实的

大家走在一起，没有一个前一个后

大家一起嘻嘻哈哈开怀大笑

夜深了，还在沙滩上漫步

大家一起拍照， 想是为了留着那快乐的证据吧

至少我感觉到我的存在还能带给大家快乐

今天，第一天回到工作岗位上

感觉一却好像又回到了原点 从零出发

是那感觉从没变，还是我又变了？

快乐时光总是过得那么快。。看来只有那照片，才能让我回味那快感。

放下吧

原来放下是这么困难的
我决定放下了 可是并不代表丢弃

我要放下这两年多的执著
以前的我，不语，或许代表着不快乐
如今的我，不语，是我不知如何开口。。
让我一步一步慢慢来吧

朋友们。。
生病感冒。。就要快快好起来
跌倒了。。 就得赶快站起来
伤心难过。。就试着努力地快乐起来吧

朋友给我诚心的几句话

很多人 有很多没有答安的问题 但为何还能快活呢?
因为他们不会去理会没有答安的问题
你又为何还苦恼自己呢?

不语.. 对你来说, 因该是表示不快乐吧..
让你自己的嘴巴耍脾气? 哈 那岂不就是…
自己为难自己吗？

耳朵受气?
难到你认为 正耍脾气的嘴巴 会跟那些高低美丽的音符扯上关系吗?
你那巴有性各的嘴巴欠了你容易受伤的耳朵一个道歉哦..

无论是被抛弃还是不小心丢掉
人的本能 就是有能力再寻属于自己的快乐 不让自己处在不乐中
如果连自己的笑都要等别人奢侈 很可悲吧

想想吧...
是苦恼自己找上你..
还是你自找苦恼呢?

是"笑"远离你了…
还是你把通往"笑"的那扇门加了锁?
谁知道? 你自己知道

What do you really want to do with your life?

Somewhere along the way, that's the question the people asked themselves at a point when their days were filled with the same old stuff as it always was. And then they jumped, sometimes without a clue as to where they were heading. They will start thinking or even asking, "What can I do?". My answer to the question is "What do you want?".

When I was a boy, I was always being asked about what do I want to be when I grow up? When we graduated, people around us will ask what do we what to do for living? Have you achieved what you want? Or is it a good time to find a new goal? Spend five minutes for yourself will be great in order to know yourself better.

Take a chance and dare to grab something big, big enough for you to achieve it. Then you can start thinking about what can you do to get it. In life, we will always come up a reason to give up, whatever is, just don't give up on it. You won't get what you want unless you take it.

Finally...

27 June 2008, Friday will be added in as one of the unforgettable happy day for me at the moment. "At the moment" as I said, because there is long way to go in my life, certainly for any other ups and downs.

I made through my IELTS test finally after 3 rounds. Don't mention about the fees that I have spent, it is really a tough and hard way to go through. 3 rounds of expectation, 2 rounds of disappointment, and finally 1 round of happy ending. Good luck to the rest out there whom is going to take the test. Don't give up easily as there is no exceptional case to drop it.

There are people out there, whom I have to mention. Family and friends of course for their best support, although is just a short text message for good luck and wishes, but it is a best thing you guys can do. Extra credits given to Mindy and Sue. Both of them have been so helpful and Sue offered me a great helping hand. Lucky charm, yea.. you.. thank you all.

A phrase to give away which I deeply believed.
"Don't worry about failure, worry about the chances you miss when you don't even try."

心底最深处。。安全吗？

人所谓的低潮，应该就是那些难过，伤心，挫败感，烦恼。。。
这两天，伤心难过的事一连串地接着来
今天乘搭火车回家的路上。。一路来大概需要二十分钟吧
就在这二十分钟，我决定把它锁在心底最深处。。。

钥匙弄丢了。。。

一直以来的我都不喜欢把心事往心里收，直来直往的我，都爱把话说清楚
或许这就是讨人厌，让人不满之处吧
心事揭开，了解了，明白了，那不就是问题的未端，问题解决的开始吗？
今天我选择了把它收起来，是不想有着更多的摩擦
摩擦多了，只会把距离拉得更远
距离远了，一切只会变得更模糊。。。。

Jakarta Trip

I went to Jakarta, Indonesia 2 weeks ago with my mom and aunts. A lot of people wondering why I rather choose Jakarta instead. But I would say why not?! 4 days in Jakarta, although no much thing to explore, but I felt great to have this chance to take a look of other people's life. People in Jakarta as we all knew, some of them living in poverty and some arevery rich. There is a huge gap between rich and poor. Whom living in poor neighborhood rather giving up their children by sending them to orphanage. The reason behind just hope for their kids to have a proper meal and education. The living cost increased beyond many people's reach. I guess this is why the criminal cases are getting worst. Actually Jakarta is not as bad as we thought. Frankly, people there are more friendly as we do. Of course certain places are dirty, but what a big deal? Our country is not that clean either. One thing that out of my curiousity, people in my country somehow are not as poor as them, ironically why criminal cases in my country have become such a huge concern of everyone?

Anyway, a picture speaks a thousands words.

答案。。问题。。答案

有了答案的问题，还算是问题吗？
我们一天里，倒问自己一些有了答案的问题，多少次？

在想。。。

是为了满足自己吗？
是因为自己没信心？
是为了给自己肯定？
还是因为不甘心 非问不可？

我不知道。。。

I hope it is over soon

Date: Tuesday 08 Apr 2008
Time: 11:31 AM office hour
Place: Sitting at my desk with a lot of stuffs wandering in my mind

The most unpleasant matter that keep me stress to the limit at the moment is my IELTS Test which is coming soon again.Yupe, "again" means this is the second time for me to sit on it. My first test was about a month ago. Unfortunately there were 2 components out of 4 that I didn't meet the requirement, ended up I have to resit for all 4 components again.

Be frankly I was surprised with the result that I got.Probably I find myself good enough or they are expected more from me.I feel pressure this round as I have an experience for the first time, and I knew what I have done.So, I have to perform even better than that.

Another matter that really frustrated me is the cost of the test. The IELTS Test costs RM530.I rather to pay this price just to resit for the particular component which I fail to meet the requirement instead of resit all over again.UNFAIR ... What to do?? I should blame myself for not giving the best.

Anyway, hopefully this round will go smooth.
I want my stress to over soon.
Wish me luck.

斗鱼

抱歉 抱歉！近期来为了忙着私人事务， 竟然忽略了这让我畅谈喜，怒，哀，乐的部落格。

前几天，心血来潮地和朋友逛了逛宠物店。
在一个毫不起眼的角落， 摆着一灌又一灌， 一只又一只的鱼儿
那诱人又亮丽的鱼身，把我带到架子前， 哦。。 原来是斗鱼

看着它们， 静静地停在一旁，自己有着私人空间
比起一群鱼儿们在大鱼缸里，自由自在地游着

谁比较快乐？

即使有了一个大鱼缸，斗鱼还是静静地停在一旁
再是把鱼缸装饰得漂漂亮亮，斗鱼始终都还得自个儿生活

斗鱼啊斗鱼。。你寂寞吗？你快乐吗？
好想知道你在想什么哦。。。

Tagged

Some feeling urged me to visit my blog, luckily I follow my instinct
because I found out that I was tagged by Karen. It's fun! Here it goes...

But my turn.. ^_^ I am tagging Anne (patch-Ed4Life) and poh sim..

Rules of the tag :
- Pick the month of your birth.
- Bold the 5-10 things that most apply to you.
- Strike out everything that doesn’t apply to you.
- Place the list of all the months under a cut.
- Tag 6 people from your friends list to do the same.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Have FUN....

永远的离别~是疼

离别可以是暂时，可以是永远，

我们常常都面对暂时的离别，心里难过，而永远的离别是个疼

星期六早， 接了一通来自她的来电， 哭泣地告诉我 。。。。。

一时不知所措，只知心里有了酸酸的味道， 和她一起难过了起来

*****

我， 除了为她难过， 唯能做的就是那窝心的安慰

因为距离， 我没能为她擦去那热汤汤的眼泪

因为距离， 我只能在电话的另一端听她难过地哭

*****

她的疼， 需要多久时间才能复原？ 我不知。。

或许唯有靠她自己收拾心情， 努力地走下去

*****

这个疼，就让时间这个良药帮她一把吧！

Today is Zach's day

thick thock ... thick thock...
This 24 hours is belong to me :D

The best thing today is receiving your wishes early of the morning
while I was sleeping like a pig

I have made my wish...
hope my dreams come true

Hello 2008

Review back my blog, Pris's comment reminded me that I have left my blog for almost 2 months. This year Christmas is a black white Christmas to me. The reason being black and white is because I was staying in my room during Christmas Eve while the world out there are so colourful. Unbelievable and a lot of my friends "nudge" me and sent in messages to me when I logged in msn.

I got a Christmas gift during company event from WOon and he bought me a mug from Starbucks. I love it so much and always want it for so long. Thank you man.

However, my New Year Eve is not as boring as Christmas Eve, I went to The Curve to countdown with my colleagues. Within a second, we have to say bye to 2007 and step in to year 2008. A resolution list of mine for 2008 is stay focus on what I want and make it happen this year. No matter how tough it is, and how many times it leads to disappointment, I will never give up easily.

Hope that I am not too late to wish you all Happy New Year and all the best!

Trip to Pangkor ~

I have a pleasant trip to Pangkor last week.

Don't mention about weather then everything is just great.

These are my favorite pictures taken during the trip :)

We are gathered around to play games and the only punishment is > drink beers

Nice?? Such a nice place...

My colleague say "This will be a great poster to collect fund for those people that poor as Job's turkey"

Hahahah

The view is amazing!!!

Happy Halloween 2007

Oct 31st again.... Time flies and today is Halloween.

Parties..... I don't have one to attend

Candies..... nope

Bonfire....... not as our culture

Horror movies...... maybe

Jack-o-lanterns..... of course I don't have time to carve one

So friends, go and enjoy yourself.

Happy Halloween !!!

我的部落格

我的部落格 也就是我的避风港
开心的 难过的 统统都抛到里头
重温我一路上留下的一点一滴
发现了 我的部落格好灰哦
多半都是难过的 伤心的
也许是难过时感触特别多吧

上个星期的某一天
那一晚真的好心酸
但是却没留下笔迹 或许是不知从何开始

我静了下来 是想去尝试 去接受
别因为我静了下来 而离我越来越远

优点与缺点其实是一家人

你认识优点吗？ 那么缺点呢？
在这无常的生活当中 优点和缺点常在我们左右 怎么没留意呢？
优点与缺点其实是一家人 只是他们常常闹得不愉快
而缺点老是爱离开那中心点 超越了那直线
造成人人都不喜欢那缺点

分别优点与缺点的当时 那会有一条细而模糊的直线
或许太模糊了 缺点轻易地不知不觉超越了它

自信（优点）和自大（缺点）总是合不来
自大往往比较喜欢展现自己 独来独往
踏出了那直线 和自信的距离越来越远

坚持（优点）和固执（缺点）的性格有点相似
它们都有着共同点 那就是保护自己的立场 不放弃
只是固执的性格比较坚固 如他人不能包容 最终只会闹得不欢而散

细心（优点）和粗心（缺点）老爱唱反调
细心做事是小心翼翼地 粗心呢却是粗心大意
细心往往都是体贴的 粗心就不注意小细节
因为那模糊的直线 就足于把细心与粗心隔在两个不同的世界

。。。 。。。

在我们去认识优点时 不妨也更缺点打个招呼吧
因为我们的招呼很可能能让缺点回到中心
和优点好好地相处下去

轻快的步伐 带我远走高飞

最近都在畅谈着友情的话题
在一个廖静的夜晚 我反复深思着
穷尽是遇见知己难 还是人太复杂了

我自认有着两位兄弟
因为无润如何 我认为我能信任他们
遇到问题 即使是帮不上忙 他们都会毫不吝啬地
把时间放下 做为我最好的聆听者
在他们面前 我都没所隐瞒
遇到难题 都会伸出援手 扶我一把
至于我是不是他们的兄弟。。。。。。

近来几个月 我都陷入低潮当中
看着身边的朋友都在为自己的梦想努力奔驰
一些已在国外 当中包括我其中一位兄弟
一些正准备出国 到异国绕一圈 充实自己
一些刚回国 但是只是短暂的两个星期
我们每一天都踏出全新的一步
为何我梦想的那一步迟迟都踏不出去
感觉上就在原地踏步
意识中 它好像很靠近
现实中 它却很远很远

我那位准备出国的朋友
我抬头望着那蓝蓝的天空
试着把时间调回两年，五个月又十天
正是我毕业后的第一天正式上班
我们的认识都是缘份吧
在工作战场上 她是一个坚强的战士
她被安排下 得助我一臂之力
好让我能快速地适应战场上的步伐
对于我那慢拙的反应 她从不叹气
曾经因为担心我还未能完全掌握战场的技巧
她选择放弃了外界的机会
所以她对我来说 确确实实是个非凡的朋友啊
在少过一个月的时间 她就要踏上她那梦想班机
飞到澳洲雪梨 体验另一个生活 另一个战场
而我会以最真诚的心祝福她
希望我不会以泪洗脸 让她看见我最丑恶的一面

每一个人都有自己的梦想吧
别把那梦想看得太渺小
因为梦想， 我们才能活得更有意义
不要带着遗憾走着下辈子的路

或许那一步 需要极大的勇气
或许那一步 需要不断的努力
或许那一步 需要巧合的机会
或许那一步 需要伟大的奇迹相助
只要不放弃 我们一定能踏出那一步 往梦想朝去

累了； 叹气

对于叹气这种习惯， 初初的时候我是难于接受地
老人家也说， 叹气倒霉三年
但是 渐渐地 没想到自己也爱上了叹气

一个朋友告诉我 其实叹气也是在舒缓心情
想了一想
当一个人想要叹气的时候
首先一定要深深深深地吸一口气
然后再把它吐出来
感觉上
心里那种种地难过， 坏心情， 悲哀， 压力
就像那重重的石头般
远远地抛它而去

可是叹气后的好心情， 又能维持多久呢？
叹了气， 难过， 坏心情， 悲哀， 压力就不会再回来了吗？

脱了结的笔， 迷了路的友谊

这一些五颜六色的笔， 都是我一路走来所结识真正的朋友， 想一想却没有我想象的那么多。 对我而言， 身边每一位都是我的朋友， 但是真正的朋友却很难遇见， 所以我很珍惜友谊。 难过的是， 对以朋友的定义， 每个人都有着不同的意见。
“朋友是没有一辈子的”， “朋友是阶段性的”， “朋友是互相利用的” 。。。
我说 ：“只要互相互动，朋友是可以一辈子的” ( 我不会太天真吧！？）
近来对以友谊有着另外的感想，周围的一却都是“缘”这个字凑成的吧。包括友谊在内。　今天我们互不相识，明天我们可能因为一支笔，一本书而认识了彼此。但是值得一提的是，缘很重要，不能多也不能少，就是不要强求。
过于强求难得的友谊，会造成它好想脱了结的笔，迷了路。彼此互不搭档，失去了那应有的默契。
我想我也犯上了这大忌吧？　

Nice to meet you, Elena

昨天，我的一位同事离职了
今天，那个位子空着了
我们彼此认识了大概一年
一年的时间，说长不长，说短不短
多少都有些难过。。。

还记得她第一天当值的时候
我们三句话都数不上
日子久了， 话多了， 也了解彼此了
谢谢你在我的人生中留下脚印
这一年的相处会是我美好回忆的一部分

缘分真的很奥妙
人与人的相遇， 是一种缘份吧
有缘，他走进了你的人生
无缘，我们只会是互不相识
~~
因为缘份我们成了一家人
因为缘份我们成了情侣
想当年我就读大学 你们却在那年毕业了
感觉上就像擦身而过
因为缘份我们竟然在五年后认识成为朋友
大家一起珍惜这份缘份吧

Elena，我们保持联络

Impressive

A girl that I knew, she is taking part in a competition organized by Mix. FM
The competition gives a chance to win 50 grands
There are no free meal and you must do something for sure
The game story goes in this way
She has to bring along a billboard provided wherever she go for the period of 3 weeks
For those who spot her walking around, you have to take her picture and upload it to the web site
Of course, as many pictures as uploaded successfully, the higher chances she got
Imagine she has to go around the crowded place by bringing that billboard along
Some people will think that is wasting time
Some people will think that is stupid
Honestly I was one of them
But when I have a deep thought, I think I am proud of her courage
I guess she has a big dream to catch

Everyone does has a dream
Just depends on how well you will go for your big dream
Some people already started their first step toward the goal
Some people just figured out what is their dream but it is never too late
Start walking, do not look back as it will slow you down
Your dream is just around the corner
Your dream will come true sooner or later just the matter of time
Let's the hard work lead us to our dream

Promise never to untie

Friendship means a lot to me. It is a basis of any good relationship.
Friendship can be defined as hamonious relationship between two people.
It also called mutual acceptance, support and respect.

True friend will accept totally with all your limitations and weaknesses.
They are happy for the good things in your life and support in bad times.
Within a true friendship. . .
I feel totally free, there are no need to pretend, because I know I am accepted as I am.
During tough time it is true friend that I turn, because I know they will ready for the advices
and whatever help that I needed.

A proverb says " A friend in need is a friend indeed" is very true,
because a test for true friend comes during tough time.

Good friendship is one of the things that I valued most.
Good friendship is a blessing for me.
I do have a true friend, do you?

音乐世界， 我的世界

开着那动人的歌， 调高音量
戴上每天陪我度过八个小时的耳机
音乐的音量隔着我与外界的声音
那。。。 就是我的世界

在我的世界里，
我听不见外界那多姿多彩的交谈
我听不见外界那主动的话题
也看不见外界那不一样的对待

或许选择在我的世界里
能让我停下脚步 好好的思考
能有一个角落让我独处让我靠吧。。

一个人的路 ?

一路上我们都是安静的
或许是累了
或许是不知从何开始
这都是我不断给予自己安抚的话

朋友曾经告诉我
不要要求人们活在我的理想方式下
我反反复复地去思考了这番话
也多次地回问自己
当我的朋友, 是否有着一种压力感?
我是否情绪化, 很难接触?
我是否太容易受伤了?

我始终无法做到漠不关心
因为这就是我 而我不想丢了自己
珍惜友情 是希望
以后还有一个联络彼此的理由
以后见面都还能无话不谈

我知道自己是个不甘寂寞的人
而我也相信朋友可以是一辈子的

难道我真的应该学习一个人走着往后的路
还是应该保持现有的信念

休息站

美丽的沙滩...换给了我一个美好地周末

抛开烦恼... 一切一切 可惜只是短暂的几天...

选择

曾经 我们有话题
曾经 我们谈得来
曾经 我们有默契
如今 我门好陌生

到底发生了什么事？

下辈子
可以让我选择吗?
我想做一个潇洒的人
我的细心是如今的一半
我重视朋友的性格 比现有的少一些
我要是一个看得开的人

或许 我太贪心了吧!
老是急着无话不谈
造成如今无话可谈
无论如何 朋友是一辈子的事 也就是这辈子的事 ~

Ferris Wheel

When we are small
Thought that always came at the first place in mind about ferris wheel is fun
When we are growing up and getting older and older
It is actually something more than fun
We will amazed with the view when the ride stopped at the very top of the wheel
When the ride turn to the second round
We will try to capture down the best view out there
By the time it goes for third, fourth...
We will twist around to see the view that we missed
And try to keep everything into our memory

Took a ride with my buddy and it was a amazing moment that I will keep
Although it was only few rounds ride
But it already happened in my life
No matter how far we go
No matter how far we apart
No matter how rare we are going to gather
It will always in my mind and never be flushed away
Just like a friendship
Once we be a friend
We will be friend forever

知己， 幸福， 回忆， 解释

从朋友转送的电子邮件中
发现了意义非凡的几句话

* 遇到可相信的朋友時 要好好和他相處下去
因為在人的一生中 可遇到知己真的不易 *

* 遇到曾經偷偷喜歡的人時 要祝她幸福唷
因為你喜歡她時 不是希望她幸福快樂嗎？*

* 遇到匆匆離開你人生的人時 要謝謝他走過你的人生
因為他是你精采回憶的一部分 *

* 遇到曾經和你有誤會的人時 要趁現在解清誤會
因為你可能只有這一次機會解釋清楚 *

我 。 是 。 谁 ？？

我是个怎么样的人？ 谁能告诉我？
最终还是自己吗？

快乐从何来？

一生中可遇见形形色色不一样的人生
用心对待， 也希望他们是有心人

离开的。。怀念 ； 留下的。。珍惜

每一天，我都关心着美国最近的突发事件
我好难过哦 。。

转眼间 地球里失去了三十三个生命
转眼间 家属们盼不到他们的归来
转眼间 他们失去了他们的至亲
一些简直来不及说声再见或来个拥抱
这一却一却
都该怪谁呢 他吗？

往我身边一看
家人，我疼爱你们 有缘地我们成了一家人
朋友，我珍惜你们 有缘地我们成了一伙儿
你们一直都在我身旁 一直都没缺席过
我的任性 我的无知 我的过错 对不起
你的包容 你的谅解 你的原谅 谢谢你

好想好想 为不在的他们献上最美丽的花
好想好想 为留下的他们献上坚强的祝福
勇敢地活下去 并珍惜身边的每一个人 为他们活得更精彩吧

我们

人与人之间的相处， 都需要包容，
那又有多少人能做得到。。。。。。

一个人的情人节

在广场逛了一会儿,眼前陌生的一个两个,一对两对慢步地走着
往自己身旁一看...
今年的情人节,我也不孤单,因为有我好友陪我度过,还蛮满足的
谢了!! 朋友

有些人正等待爱情; 而有些人正在寻找爱情
而我... ...
她一定会出现...给自己些些时间吧,终有一天你们一定会相见

希望我的她天天 幸福 快乐

I'm the BirThdAy bOy !!!

"Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to Zac!
Happy Birthday to you....."

I heard this lovely song today, my colleagues organized a secret party for me with a important companion ~> cake. It was so cool and surprising me a lot.
I made a wish, shhiiiii.... can't say it loud, hope my dream will come true.

Today, suprisingly again I got the blessing for my birthday from some unexpected people. Two from Australia, one from Scotland, and one from Kuching. I'm glad that they actually remember my birthday!

At night, I spent my time with my buddiessssss. We went for a nice dinner and watch a movie. I really having a good time. Thanks a lot for making my big day as a memorable one for me.

(a gift from friend)

What do I have??

What do I have in year 2006?
Thinking... and thinking... still thinking...

6,568,104,897 people in the world. How lucky I am that 2006 brings me two best friends. Friends that I will always appreciate. We have different characteristics and I learnt a lot from them. My good time is always come with their appearance.
"Hey buddy, thanks for being there for me"

Me..

Welcome to my blog, here is my WORLD, my PLANET and my SPACE! Best moment is always good to share, and this is what I'm going to do here. There are nothing much to talk about me, coz you will know me better from the blog, this is Zachary's Way.